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Five Traits of a Narcissist: Their Real Motives

While it is tempting to equate all kinds of abuse as pretty much the same, narcissistic abuse has a few characteristics outside the boundaries of emotional abuse.  Obviously narcissistic abusers are emotionally abusive. I am not disputing that. However, the goals of a narcissist are significantly different from those of a person who is emotionally abusive because of immaturity.  Knowing the difference is helpful.  Narcissistic abuse requires a different approach to recovery, though the healing path from any kind of abuse is difficult.

Emotional abuse is a matter of degree. After all, we all are abusive at times. We lose our tempers, withhold affection, call names, criticize, and take our bad moods out on others. But in a normal relationship, people mature. The relationship becomes more functional.

With normal maturational processes, we learn to use our words, become emotionally vulnerable, and maintain emotional intimacy at a steady pace throughout our lives.  Or we don’t. 

But the truth remains that people merely guilty of emotionally abusive behavior change, more often than not.

Narcissists are a different story.

I didn’t fully understand the difference until I came to grips with the fact that my ex-husband wanted me to quit my teaching job at a local motivesuniversity and go to work at a local factory.  It made no actual sense, but he spent hours trying to shame, brainwash, and coerce me into leaving my position.  Several years before, he had taken the car away from me on what was to be the first day of my new job as an instructor at a community college.  I quit that job, too ashamed to admit what happened and not knowing how to navigate the truth of the situation. How can you tell your boss that your husband won’t give you the keys on the first day of work?

Knowing how to tell the difference between immaturity and narcissism can be important. It can save you years of suffering. If you or someone you love is trapped in an abusive relationship, perhaps realizing the narcissistic tendencies of your SO will give you the courage to leave. Narcissistic abuse, as well as domestic violence, always escalates. Always.

Here are some of the key differences between the two kinds of abuse:

  1. A narcissist does not change. Emotional abuse is most often perpetrated by people who are immature, who suffer from a mood disorder, or have a serious lack of nurture in their lives.  Depression or being on the bipolar spectrum can cause self-absorption. But with a mood disorder or trauma, change can and often does occur, if people with abusive tendencies seek help.  Narcissistic Personality Disorder is another animal altogether.  As a psychologist friend of mine once told me, People with a narcissistic personality disorder can change if they try.  However, I’ve worked with many and have yet to see it happen.  Neither have any of my colleagues.”  Research generally agrees with this assessment.
  2. The goal of a narcissist is to consume his victim. That sounds so ugly, but it is true.  Because a narcissist cannot experience love on their own, they must harvest it from others.  The way that they do this is to disconnect their victims from all loved ones, sowing mistrust.  Then they keep the victim in a perpetual state of self-doubt and confusion.  This is done purposely in order to keep their victim tied to them, serving their needs continuously.
  3. A narcissist cannot love. Incapable of love, they actually enjoy causing pain, particularly a malignant narcissist. A narcissistic abuser feels no remorse and no emotion. They will argue for as long as it takes to prove their point that their victim is a terrible fault for a minor infraction because it messes with the mind of their victim. Victory is getting their victim to apologize for an infraction that does not exist. Incapable of much emotion themselves, they produce both good and bad emotions in others in order to live vicariously through their victims. Sound like a vampire?  Vampires serve as a great metaphor for the narcissistic abuser. They feed on others while trying to make it look sexy or adventurous.  The end is always destruction for the victim.
  4. Healthy boundaries do not exist for a narcissist. I remember my mother asking why I could not discuss things with my ex.  After all, she and my father spend their lives talking things out.  But any show of emotion or resistance on my part meant further exploitation on his part.  I can’t believe to this day how far I was willing to go to appease him.  I spoke in a monotone for years because he accused me of being dramatic.  A typical abuser will resent and push on any healthy boundaries.  A narcissistic abuser will begin an unceasing campaign until all that is left of a healthy boundary is guilt on the part of the victim for having “sinned” against the abuser.
  5. A narcissist will seek out strong, intelligent victims. If mere control were the goal, a narcissistic abuser would look for easier prey.  The stronger personality would prevail, as it often does, and that would be the end of that.  But narcissistic abusers, because of their need to look good in front of others, and because they gain a thrill from conflict, look for victims that one would not normally associate with being a victim.  In a way, it adds to their sense of consequence.  They want to conquer someone challenging rather than merely convenient.  This works in their favor.  People looked at my competent exterior and could not believe the stories I tried to tell them.  I didn’t look like what a victim was supposed to look like. Therefore, how could I be one?

In the end, the only real difference between a person with Narcissistic Personality Disorder and one who is a sociopath is the length to which they are willing to go.  A sociopath is far more likely to commit crimes in order to gain what they want.  Sociopaths are willing to narcissistsacrifice their reputations in order to gain what they want. A narcissist exist s for the purpose of looking good to the outside world.  A narcissist rarely commits actual crimes because they do not want to face the consequences.

When I faced the truth of my situation, I had to acknowledge the hopelessness of it.  It felt like a failure.  Years of relearning how to tell the truth to myself give me the ability to tell the truth of my story to others, in hopes that they will understand how to navigate successfully out of similar situations in a relationship with a narcissist earlier than I did.  Perhaps the best description of the narcissist comes from 2 Timothy 3: 1-9.

For men shall be lovers of their own selves, covetous, boasters, proud, blasphemers, disobedient to parents, unthankful, unholy, Without natural affection, trucebreakers, false accusers, incontinent, fierce, despisers of those that are good, Traitors, heady, high-minded, lovers of pleasures more than lovers of God; Having a form of godliness, but denying the power thereof: from such turn away. For of this sort are they which creep into houses, and lead captive silly women laden with sins, led away with divers lusts, Ever learning, and never able to come to the knowledge of the truth. Now as Jannes and Jambres withstood Moses, so do these also resist the truth: men of corrupt minds, reprobate concerning the faith.

From such turn away…  Unfortunately, this is the only solution to narcissistic abusers.  Don’t throw your precious life away on someone who cannot love you.


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13 Comments

  • Jill McIlreavy

    This is excellently written, very true and evokes some chilling memories for me, which I am not at liberty to go into on such a public forum. I I love your Biblical description of a Narcissist from Titus. Brilliant.

    • Alice

      Thanks! It was a revelation to me years ago that the Bible was so clear about it. But then, maybe I shouldn’t have been so surprised.

  • Jen Grice

    So very true! Great post!! I also write about Christian women divorcing a narcissist – on my blog and YouTube. Praying for you, the success of your blog, and your healing. 🙂

  • Dani

    Stories like this just make me cringe, especially since I’ve been in similar relationships. I’m so sorry you had to go through all of that with your ex, but I’m so thankful for the story that you’re able to share because of it. You’ve gained a lot of wisdom through it all.

  • jayce

    Wow, I have been reading up on this for about 3 yrs , I have been in a narcissistic marriage for just over 12 yrs, I now see that his mother is the same way, I have children and I fear for them, I see my hope is to get away, I am fearful!

    • Alice

      I will pray for you. God will help you if you ask. Ask Him to prepare you and show you a way out. He helped me very directly. My story is at poemachronicles.com/narcissist/. Seriously, God set me free.

  • Jennifer

    Can the narcissistic abuse be subtle? Sometimes I feel like I’m going crazy… My friends will ask me what exactly it is he is doing, and its hard to relate concrete examples. They see the change in me though. I see the change in me. I feel,like im going crazy. My mental health is actually the scapegoat for everything in,my house. Maybe I am crazy….

    • Jonita

      Hi you have just said what I am going through. First and foremost this term was so new to me. When people ask me what is it that I am going through I cant give solid examples. Everyday there is a scene I just dont know how it starts but then it escalates into something wherein I am blamed for starting, called names, cursed and abused verbally. I have been going through this in the past 14 years out of 18 years of marriage. For the first four years wasnt living with him as he was working abroad. Thankfully I am mentally strong but my mother has suffered through depression and my husband has been continuously abusing me for it. He I feel wants me to loose my mental balance so that he can tell people that she is mad.

  • Anonymous

    I just read your article, thank you. I too was a victim for 24 years, taken hostage and imprisioned by a narcissistic abusive “preacher” escaping in 2015.

  • Anonymous

    The most frightening moment for me was when I learned this: if we draw a line (a segment) we are on the same line with the narcissists and the psychopaths, only in the other end of it. I was a victim for a long time. But now I know better. I am living in relationship with God. By putting Him in a first place and loving Him more than anything else is my secure. I now know what Love is and Love is allways greater than anything else in this world.

  • Renee

    Thank you for this post. I am the 24/7 caregiver to my 82 year-old terminally ill mother who is a textbook narcissist. I have no escape, but I have tried to establish boundaries. It is difficult to sympathize with her. In narcissistic fashion, she uses every opportunity to exploit her condition. I know it cannot be easy to die. I got a call button for her. At first, she was happy because she can wake me when I am asleep. I am a very sound sleeper. Now, she doesn’t like the call button because I make her use instead of yelling across the house every 5 minutes. She hates that I have her figured out. She is nasty to me and I tell her that the alternative is to have a nurse stay with her. Told her I am fine with that. Just say the word. She never does. It is very difficult to handle her in a godly manner. I love her a little, but I do not like her at all. She has been emotionally abusive and cold all of our lives. Fortunately, our father was the sweetest man and it was a complete honor to take care of him when he was dying with cancer.

  • Ronda

    My mother is the narc in my life. I had to walk away and go no contact from her several years ago to save my life. A lot of people are horified by this and say “you only have one mother” or “the bible says Honor Your parents”. It took me 50 years to do it.

    • Alice Mills

      An abusive parent should be avoided. I think they have abandoned their parental roles if they are abusers.

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