Experiencing God: The Power of Testimony

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What makes the testimony of the disciples so believable in the days after the resurrection of Jesus is that their experience of God left them transformed. In the three days preceding Christ’s rising from the dead, the eleven sat cowering in their homes, sure of their imminent arrest. A little over a month later, and they were proclaiming Christ’s resurrection from the streets of Jerusalem in tongues they did not know. Thousands of Jews came to know their Messiah through the power of their testimony.

And their testimony had power because it was not merely intellectual assent but transformative body, soul, and spirit.

We live in a world that values epistemological ways of knowing. Epistemology, itself, is the study of what separates justified factual knowledge over opinion or belief. Our current world emphasizes facts over what might be called phenomenology, ortestimony experiential knowledge. Facts can be counted on as trustworthy, we are told, while experiences are subjective and can be misinterpreted.

And that is true to an extent. Except facts aren’t always facts and my experiences often overrule what I think I know.  Science, as valuable as it is, is also subject to misinterpretation and bias. I remember when eggs were a ticket to heart disease. Eating them was a death sentence on the cholesterol express. Turns out that the studies that touted this involved stuffing hapless rabbits with eighteen egg yolks and then testing their blood. Not only do rabbits lack the enzymes to digest the fat in egg yolks but I’m pretty sure anybody’s cholesterol would rise drastically on 18 egg yolks a day.

As it turns out, egg whites break down the fats in egg yolks. Now nutritionists often praise eggs as the perfect protein. All this to say that epistemological knowledge, while crucial, should not come at the expense of our experiences, but rather in tandem with them. Each needs testing, to be tried in the furnace of truth.

Many denominations, fearful of religious experience in all of its variety and occasional excesses, emphasize an epistemological approach to the Bible. We cannot rely on, we are told, our emotional experiences with God. The only thing we can rely on is a careful study of God’s Word. This sounds like wisdom and surely, a careful study of the Bible is absolutely necessary for understanding His character.

But the emphasis on what we know in our minds about God versus what we know in our hearts comes straight from a secular worldview, without our even realizing it. This worldview dissects the Bible as a historical document. Where this leads in the church is fruitless argumentation on whether the world was created in six days or doctrinal points on how exactly communion or the atonement or salvation works. But the Bible, while it contains history and a great many other things, is not a history book. It is a book of revelation.

The archeological and anthropological value of the Bible is indisputable, and many scholarly and weighty apologists use scientific methods to validate the science and history found in it. Even the writers in the New Testament uses methods of proof totestimony tie Jesus into the Old Testament prophecies of a Messiah. But if mere argument was enough, then I think more might come to a knowledge of Jesus through debate. And I am aware that some do.

But by its own admission, the Bible is not interested in proving the existence of God by means of the scientific method. It assumes the existence of God. The Bible itself is a record of humanity’s transformational experiences with a Living God, resulting in testimony about Him that goes out into men’s hearts and invites them into relationship.

My inspiration for this post comes from Revelation 12:11:  And they overcame by the blood of the Lamb, and by the word of their testimony… This verse always strikes a deep chord with me. Our stories about our lives, the record of our experiences, have such weight. Our testimony has the power, with the blood of the Lamb, to overcome hell and the devil. That is pretty amazing. But a testimony is not merely an assemblage of facts about events.

Every testimony in the Bible is a story about how man and God interact, leaving each man and woman who encounters Him, changed in some way. Testimonials give us a close look at how another has experienced something. If you choose a new restaurant based on reviews, you are influenced by the power of testimony.

Back to the disciples before the stone was rolled away from the tomb. They had every right to fear execution. Surely that lay heavy on Peter’s mind when he denied even knowing Jesus. The night of the crucifixion looks like the defeat of God. And then, like butterflies from a cocoon, the disciples emerge, utterly fearless. Most of them were executed, in fact. But they no longer feared death because Jesus defeated it on the cross.

Some have tried to suggest that the disciples suffered a mass hallucination. That would make it the first and last group hallucination ever experienced in the world. Scholars can argue the dates and times of Jesus’ life. They can argue whether He said this or that. But what is indisputable is that eleven common and unlearned men emerged with a power and a conviction that changed the course of human history.

Their testimony about the life of Jesus continues to change lives and illuminate hearts. So what are we to do about this? So much testimonyof modern Christian life appears tame. The Gospel, we are told, has power, but we do not see that power working in our lives and relationships.

I think it is because, in part, we hold God at a safe distance. I remember a young person once telling me that they started to feel God’s love but they had to stop it in its tracks. It was too much for them. They feared being overwhelmed by God’s love. And I understood where they were coming from. If you seek out the Kingdom at the expense of all else, you will still bear the expense. If this person had allowed God to come in without barriers, then what changes would have to be made to accommodate this revelation?

So if you want a testimony that, together with the blood of Jesus, has power over death and the accuser, then begin by ruthlessly exposing all the barriers you have carefully erected. Feel all your feelings in the presence of God. Invite Him into your pain and your sin. Throw off the shroud of perfectionism. Put yourself in positions that test what your heart thinks it knows versus what God is telling you.

Be careful of valuing factual knowledge over experiential knowledge. One does not know God with one’s mind. One can only know of God that way. Beware of relying only on experiential knowledge. Our bodies and our hearts are not always reliable interpreters. We know God in our spirits, feel His presence in our spirits. And only our spirit, though it makes use of both our heart and our mind, can contain the revelation that not only does God exist, but that He dwells in us, both to will and do His good purpose. And out of our spirits will come testimonies that challenge what people think they know or feel about the living God, along with the power to defeat the evil one.

I would like to highlight one of my favorite current authors, Graham Cooke. He has some genuinely revelational material.



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11 Replies to “Experiencing God: The Power of Testimony”

  1. Testimonies don’t come without a cost. That reminder cuts deep as I am walking through something very painful right now, but it also brings a light of hope. Because with God’s help this painful situation will someday be a powerful testimony that brings Him glory. I needed that reminder. This is how testimonies are made.

  2. Emily Saxe | To Unearth says: Reply

    I also love how Jesus appeared first to Mary, a woman. Her testimony was the first one saying Jesus had risen! How beautiful it is that Jesus chose someone so common and lowly according to social status at the time. It gives me hope that Jesus desires to use all our testimonies, regardless of our past or our status.

  3. And yet our world is very inconsistent on it’s standards of using epistemology vs. phenomenology dependent upon which topic is in question. The popular argument of gender identity preferences is based off of emotional experiences and isn’t to be questioned unless you are ready to be riddled with expletives. At the same time, if a person were to express their experience of God to a secular therapist, the person receives further questioning to rule out hallucinations. It is a confused and broken world, indeed.

  4. I like this,”Scholars can argue the dates and times of Jesus’ life. They can argue whether He said this or that. But what is indisputable is that eleven common and unlearned men emerged with a power and a conviction that changed the course of human history”.
    No one can dispute it,the evidence is seen all over the world as many are getting transformed through Christ everyday.
    This is a powerful message.

  5. I am so thankful for my own experiences with the living Jesus. My witness and my testimony can never be altered by an unbelieving person. Thank you for this thought provoking post! XO Donna

  6. I think this post is so important! We can’t let our feelings dictate what or how we feel about God. His word is the absolute truth and our feelings are not based on the truth often.

  7. The testimony of Jesus and his disciples is still as powerful as it was over 2000 years ago. We are still seeing the transformation power of His life including in our own lives. We can’t always trust our own emotions, but we can trust God with all of it!

  8. YES!!!! I agree the Bible is a book of revelation and relationship. It helps us know about God, but our personal experience with God is what helps us really know Him. Excellent post!!!!!

  9. We are called to share our testimony along with the Good News! Christ changes us! How can we not share that?

  10. I always feel like life is about me when I give my testimony. I recognize now that may be how the devil is trying to convince me to stop talking,l because every time I start talking about what I have seen it EXPERIENCED with God, lives around me begin to change. Thanks for this reminder.

  11. Man, oh man! “So if you want a testimony that, together with the blood of Jesus, has power over death and the accuser, then begin by ruthlessly exposing all the barriers you have carefully erected.” Boy, did you strike my soul with this one. I love this post, Alice! So incredibly powerful, accurate, and I learned something new about eggs. <3

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